<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[lamb]]></title><description><![CDATA[lamb]]></description><link>https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/blog</link><generator>RSS for Node</generator><lastBuildDate>Wed, 02 Sep 2026 03:32:44 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/blog-feed.xml" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><item><title><![CDATA[My album ideas, outfits, and guitar tabs. :-)]]></title><description><![CDATA[I don't think I wanna use this as my profile picture. I may use it as an album cover. :-) These are the outfits I would like to wear. My guitar tabs. I used this website: https://www.guitartabcreator.com/node/add/tablature A incomplete blue dress drawing. One of my fave pictures showing my Gemsona! My gemstone is sapphire. :-D I wonder who it will be. ]]></description><link>https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/post/my-album-ideas-outfits-and-guitar-tabs</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a971abd9c8db6195f81c690</guid><pubDate>Tue, 01 Sep 2026 18:35:14 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/d9ac76_fe2286801b714ae9bd32bed0a7a13302~mv2.jpg/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Lorelie Smith</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Grey Alien Story: Encounters of the third kind ]]></title><description><![CDATA[Grey Alien story copy-paste   Alien story Bloecher subtypes E. Excluded: an entity is observed, but no UFOs are seen and no UFO activity has been reported in the area at that time. 11:00 pm September 30th, 2015 to 1:00 am October 1st, 2015 Langley, British Columbia, Canada. I was outside smoking weed from Katherine's blue pipe on the porch in the backyard. I was on the porch, technically on the 2nd floor. Then I heard two owls hooting, it sounded like they were circling each other, flying...]]></description><link>https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/post/grey-alien-story</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a9347d14f7694ed1edacadf</guid><pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2026 21:00:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://static.wixstatic.com/media/d9ac76_6934dffa785f482f8b9385524067c36c~mv2.jpg/v1/fit/w_1000,h_1000,al_c,q_80/file.png" length="0" type="image/png"/><dc:creator>Lorelie Smith</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[05. 10. Fallen Angels ]]></title><description><![CDATA[Fallen Angels "I am the Devil.", "I am Christopher Satan.", "And I, am Lucifer!" You are just my plaything You are just my sex slave You are mine, and only mine, my one and only, after you sold your soul to me. When you don't do it right, I'mma beat yo ass If you do something wrong, I'mma beat yo ass And when I got nothin' to do, I'mma beat yo ass I'mma get you so bad, I'mma get you when you come back. Please, Lord, have mercy on them! They didn't know what (the) pain was, And they...]]></description><link>https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/post/05-10-fallen-angels</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a9320fa4f7694ed1eda7fc9</guid><pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2026 18:12:21 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>Lorelie Smith</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[05. 09. I want to be good song]]></title><description><![CDATA[Want to keep good song (rap?) I choose to be good/a good person. I want to be wholesome. I want to be good. I want to be supportive. I want to be a good influence. I want to be a good role model. I am a bad person. I don't want to be a sexual being. I don't want their attention. Infatuation, eromania (?). 2:56 pm/2:57 pm/2:58 pm/3:21 pm 13 April 2026 1:45 am/1:46 am 8 July 2026 7:02 am 11 July 2026 10:51 am 28 August 2026]]></description><link>https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/post/05-09-i-want-to-be-good-song</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a93207fe8b86adaa1035c3b</guid><pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2026 18:10:12 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>Lorelie Smith</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[05. 08. (Let's see what happens) next.]]></title><description><![CDATA[About my boyfriend :-). "Hey watch'ya doin'?" I'm gonna tease you And see what you'll do Every distraction leaves me in frustration. No one can do it Not even I can do it So, there's nothing I can do. I'm here. Yep. Nothing I can do. I feel chills from my shoulders to my neck I don't know if I should keep goin' I'm not sure if I should keep tryin'. (Swell?) I've been told to keep going, and don't ever stop. (Swell?) 11:24 pm 7 July 2026 1:36 am/1:38 am/1:39 am 8 July 2026 10:35 am 9 July 2026...]]></description><link>https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/post/05-08-let-s-see-what-happens-next</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a93204be8b86adaa1035be6</guid><pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2026 18:09:22 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>Lorelie Smith</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[05. 07. The Afterlife]]></title><description><![CDATA[The afterlife In the afterlife (conversation with God.) As you watch me see my life flash before my eyes in 7 minutes, As my family cries, And as I pass on, I am filled with peace and love My mental, emotional and physical pain are gone I am still a soul of this Earth, for a time being  During my life review, I'll feel all of the physical pain, The emotional turmoil, And the mental anguish, That I have imposed on others. 40 to 90 days in, and as I roam amongst the Earth's surface, I can...]]></description><link>https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/post/05-07-the-afterlife</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a9320157ba802b41b8f98d8</guid><pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2026 18:08:46 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>Lorelie Smith</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[05. 06. Before The Afterlife]]></title><description><![CDATA[Before the Afterlife Before I die I will reveal my secrets I have nothing to hide I have nothing to fear I'll tell you every time that I lied I know my end is near I will confess every sin I shall speak the truth I shall repent All I ask for is forgiveness I will pray to the 3 trinity God, the Lord, and the Holy Spirit I am old and grey As I lay and say my final farewell I'll be wishing you good wealth and good health Happiness and joy I don't know why I agreed to this life Before...]]></description><link>https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/post/05-06-before-the-afterlife</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a931feb7ba802b41b8f98a1</guid><pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2026 18:07:51 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>Lorelie Smith</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[05. 05. Before Incarnation]]></title><description><![CDATA[Before incarnation song God held my tiny body in the palms of his hands . He looked down to me And God sayeth unto me, "You are my little miracle child." "I saved you from death so you could experience a life all on your own." "Yours is the saddest story ever told. But I know you will overcome and persevere. You are strong ." "You will face pain and adversity, heartbreak and betrayal, head on." "I will wait for you patiently." "And once you return, your friends, family, and pets will all...]]></description><link>https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/post/05-05-before-incarnation</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a931fc4d7745f9b05113fde</guid><pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2026 18:07:12 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>Lorelie Smith</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[05. 04. If you spoke]]></title><description><![CDATA[If You Spoke Long ago, once you've said, "I love you." You didn't say it second time around. What was it that you liked about me? Was it my lack of confidence? Or my low self-esteem? I was alone, and you were lonely And you know how misery loves company You weren't interested in dating me, you were only interested in having sex with me. You were looking for something casual, while I wanted something more. What was it that you liked about me? Was it, my insecurities? Or my, vulnerabilities? I...]]></description><link>https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/post/05-04-if-you-spoke</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a931f9c9c06eec82703cf82</guid><pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2026 18:06:27 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>Lorelie Smith</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[05. 03. Psychosis-Red]]></title><description><![CDATA[Psychosis The trickling water whispers The gas stove flames screams The boiling kettle is a singing angel The TV is talking about me and my current situation Voices repeat what I'm thinking, what I'm writing down, they can hear what I say, and see through walls. They can see through my eyes. They can hear me breathing, They can hear my heart beating, They can hear my bodily functions, And they can hear the little noises I make. 4:47 pm/4:50 pm/4:52 pm/4:54 pm/4:56 pm/4:57 pm/4:59 pm 5 July 2026]]></description><link>https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/post/05-03-psychosis-red</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a931f519c06eec82703cf0c</guid><pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2026 18:05:14 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>Lorelie Smith</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[05. 02. Motherly Instincts]]></title><description><![CDATA[Motherly Instincts song/poem I'll wipe your nose when you get the sniffles I'll tie your shoes after you put them on I'll warm up your hands and face when you get cold I'll wrap your scarf around your neck I'll nurse you back to health when you get sick Wholesome moments 2:38 pm/2:45 pm/2:46 pm/2:47 pm 20 March 2025 4:43 pm 5 July 2026 11:03 am 29 August 2026]]></description><link>https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/post/05-02-motherly-instincts</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a931f2c9c06eec82703cecf</guid><pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2026 18:04:35 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>Lorelie Smith</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[05. 01. I'm sorry to all of you poem]]></title><description><![CDATA[I'm sorry to all of you poem. I'm sorry for being a bad neighbor. I'm sorry for the smell. I'm sorry for being so loud. I know I'm putting you through hell. I know I'm not allowed to, But I just do whatever I want And I do it every day It's just the same day Same as yesterday I do care about what you think of me Please don't hurt me, please just let me be I understand how you feel You have every right to be angry You have every right to complain It's okay if you hate me I'm sorry for every...]]></description><link>https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/post/05-01-i-m-sorry-to-all-of-you-poem</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a931ee7c9eb36f4afed8f8d</guid><pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2026 18:04:11 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>Lorelie Smith</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[04. 10. Church song]]></title><description><![CDATA[Church song I am a lost little lamb, that's been found and led, watered and fed. Will you be the one to guide me? I'm now on the right path, With a Shepard. I was a sinner, I was a heathen, I will go to church, I will confess my sins, 4:19 pm/4:20 pm/4:21 pm/4:28 pm/4:32 pm 5 July 2026]]></description><link>https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/post/04-10-church-song</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a931ebd9c06eec82703ce1f</guid><pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2026 18:02:57 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>Lorelie Smith</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[04. 09. I close my eyes, but I still see.]]></title><description><![CDATA[I close my eyes, but I still see Dear Lord, please help me. I don't know what I'm doing. I'm scared, yet brave. I've awoken and opened my eyes. I don't want to open my third eye... I close my eyes, but I still see. I cover my ears, but I still hear. I cover my mouth, but I still speak. (Perfect ✓). The walls are acrylic and see through. The exterior of the house is still there. The voices of spirits plague me. Complaining, commentating, judging. I want to be one, with the Universe I want to...]]></description><link>https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/post/04-09-i-close-my-eyes-but-i-still-see</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a931e8ed7745f9b05113dac</guid><pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2026 18:02:16 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>Lorelie Smith</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[04. 08. My Mom]]></title><description><![CDATA[My Mom I lost my Mother when she was 41, on February 8th, 2013. I was 21. I had a dream that I was lying down on the living room floor of Grandma's apartment. Mom was lying down beside me I could see her, but her face was blurry The room was dark, then a light had shone from above in the ceiling She whispered, "I love you." And I told her, "I love you too." Then, the bright white light shone bigger and brighter, until it covered the whole room. I felt like I was being lifted up with my Mom....]]></description><link>https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/post/04-08-my-mom</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a931e714f7694ed1eda7b73</guid><pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2026 18:01:30 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>Lorelie Smith</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[04. 07. Girlfriend (Me)]]></title><description><![CDATA[Girlfriend "(Name)." "Hm?" "You're bad." "You're right, I am, thank you for understanding. I'm not a good Christian person, (and) I sin just like anyone else." 8:43 am/8:44 am 4 November 2024 8:57 am 5 November 2024 11:56 am 27 February 2026 You think you can do whatever you want whenever you want. You need to stop being forgetful. 10:39 am 7 November 2024 How will you break these cycles? When will you stop being bad? I know you try to be good You lie to me because you're afraid to tell the...]]></description><link>https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/post/04-07-girlfriend-me</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a931e41d7745f9b05113d18</guid><pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2026 18:00:43 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>Lorelie Smith</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[04. 06. Nothing to do]]></title><description><![CDATA[Nothing To Do Nothing to do Nowhere to be Nowhere to go Nothing to see No one to turn to No one to guide me No shoulder to cry on No one to hold me I don't deserve anything I feel like I've lost all control I have no power. I have nothing. I want to give up, and let go... 9:31 am 3 November 2024 9:07 pm/9:08 pm/9:09 pm 22 December 2025 9:37 am/9:38 am/4:30 pm 5 July 2026 7:43 am 12 July 2026 10:46 am/2:33 pm/6:32 pm 13 July 2026 1:21 pm 15 July 2026 9:06 pm/9:08 pm/9:15 pm 17 July 2026 10:32...]]></description><link>https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/post/06-nothing-to-do-04</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a931a33c9eb36f4afed861c</guid><pubDate>Sat, 29 Aug 2026 17:43:20 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>Lorelie Smith</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[04. 05. Dear God part 2]]></title><description><![CDATA[05. ? 05. Dear, God song Part 2 Why? Why am I here? Why did I, agree to this life? What is my purpose? What is the meaning of life, When there is so much pain in the world? Why must we go through such strife? Why was I given this life? Will I still have my lost possessions in the afterlife with my family? Why are you so, indifferent? To my happiness and pain? Why can't I barter my soul? What is it for? What was I before? Little flower star You give life meaning You create it You'll find your...]]></description><link>https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/post/05-dear-god-song-part-2</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a9101c95635ed66de227d7a</guid><pubDate>Fri, 28 Aug 2026 03:35:06 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>Lorelie Smith</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[04. 04. Dear God part 1]]></title><description><![CDATA[05. ? 04.  Dear God poem, part 1: "Dear God, [intrusive thought]. Oh, I was doing so well. But the intrusive thoughts resurfaced. I don't want to keep my intrusive thoughts. I want my intrusive thoughts to fade away, and disintegrate as the neuron holding onto the memory fizzles out." "I can't enjoy anything anymore. I used to think so innocently. Sometimes, I still do. But I've lost my innocence all in all." God told me, "It's okay, my child." But I said, "No! No, it's not! I'm a bad...]]></description><link>https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/post/04-dear-god-poem-part-1-05</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a905530bb9b5df7951652d1</guid><pubDate>Thu, 27 Aug 2026 15:18:26 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>Lorelie Smith</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[04. 03. True Freedom]]></title><description><![CDATA[05. ? 03. True Freedom song (too scared to sing) True Freedom I don't want fame, I don't want power, I don't want money, Not even for an hour. Don't wanna be in the spotlight, Don't wanna get on that stage. That world ain't for me, I wanna grow old with age~ No, I won't be a star I'm looking from afar, They're acting so bizarre I wonder who they are I am not God, I am not Jesus, I am not a Priest, And I am not a prophet. I'm not better than everyone else. My life problems are not everyone...]]></description><link>https://lorelielamb.wixsite.com/lamb/post/03-true-freedom-05</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6a9054dd795ad7c158357421</guid><pubDate>Thu, 27 Aug 2026 15:17:11 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>Lorelie Smith</dc:creator></item></channel></rss>