04. 09. I close my eyes, but I still see.

I close my eyes, but I still see

Dear Lord, please help me. I don't know what I'm doing.

I'm scared, yet brave.

I've awoken and opened my eyes.

I don't want to open my third eye...

I close my eyes, but I still see.

I cover my ears, but I still hear.

I cover my mouth, but I still speak. (Perfect ✓).

The walls are acrylic and see through. The exterior of the house is still there.

The voices of spirits plague me.

Complaining, commentating, judging.

I want to be one, with the Universe

I want to be one, in the real life universe

I don't want to see what's outside of me

I close my eyes, but I still see

I will not do DMT

I don't want to experience realer than real, actual reality. And outside of the simulation.

What if I smell in real reality life? I would feel awful and ashamed. I would want to die.

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