05. 05. Before Incarnation

Before incarnation song

God held my tiny body in the palms of his hands 🤲.

He looked down to me

And God sayeth unto me,

"You are my little miracle child."

"I saved you from death so you could experience a life all on your own."

"Yours is the saddest story ever told. But I know you will overcome and persevere. You are strong 💪."

"You will face pain and adversity, heartbreak and betrayal, head on."

"I will wait for you patiently."

"And once you return, your friends, family, and pets will all be waiting for you in heaven." (Within the 5th dimension. Research)

I won't be rude, impolite, or swear

I will be kind, loving and compassionate

I will be helpful, polite and considerate

I am not fueled by hate

I will not discriminate

Whether I go to heaven or hell is up for debate

As a child (age 6? 1997/1998?)

I have another blackout.

In the black darkness, I saw blue eyed cartoon eyes, staring into mine

Then I "woke up".

I got out of my catatonic state, got up, and said, "I remember being born!" To my Mother

Then I went and played with six dice.

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